It's been forever and I apologize like crazy!!! I'm so sorry I haven't been on in a while, but I've been so unbearably busy. But things are starting to slow down again and hopefully if I still have some fans for this site, I'll be able to keep it going. Be on the look out for a new layout, and updated graphics and such!

With Field Hockey, we made it to tournament but lost in the first round sadly :[ I've sent out most of my college applications so now all I can do is wait! My new, but not so much anymore, job is going really well. I'm starting to get the hang of things and making great friends! My Halloween wasn't anything special, I've been sick for the past week or so and I had no voice on Halloween. Did any of you do anything exciting?

I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a while, life has been CRAZY. First off, let me explain the title. Last Monday at Field Hockey practice I hyperventilated and was gasping for breath for 30 or so minutes. It was the worst experience of my entire life; to just be gasping for breath.. to just want to breath.. to desperately be trying to breath. Something that you take advantage of every single second of every single day.. to not be able to do it was absolutely insane. My father came to the field and the EMT's were called and they drove onto the field in their huge trucks and all. It was just so scary, I was taken to the ER and had a ton of tests done.

The conclusion is that I have to go see a cardiologist because the doctors can't seem to find a cause for my "episode" of sorts, and if there's something wrong, it's with my heart. So now I'm out of Field Hockey and I can't run until my cardiologist clears me. It's safe to say that I'm completely depressed about all of this. It's just so crazyy.. and I'm so worried.

As far as vulnerable.love, I'm hoping to get some updates done but my FTP program is being a little odd these days and it won't let me get on, so I'm working on it! Any specific updates that you'd like to see, just let me know!

Gosh, life's been so insanely crazy these past few weeks! I just started my senior year of high school last week and things are looking good so far! My classes are all upper level classes and hard, but I think I can handle it. My only worry is Sociology which is treated like a college class, but I think it'll be worth it. I'm just so excited to get this year going, to have school dances and pep rally's and prom and all those cool senior events that I get to do! It's sad that it's all ending, but I know that my next chapter's going to be awesome! I also started my new job a few weeks ago! I'm now a hostess at a cool restaurant in my town. It's a good job I guess, but it can get really boring. It's not always too crowded and stuff so I end up standing there for hours (literally) on end just waiting for my shift to be up.. but hey, it's a job and it pays well, so I'm not complaining.

My first Field Hockey game was today and we creamed the other team, yay! I was so happy with how we played, especially considering it was 90 degrees out and it felt like 100. I have a feeling that this season is going to be great and hopefully we can make it to Tournament again like last year! Oh, and I had my birthday last Friday and it was so nice. Just such a relaxing and peaceful day surrounded by my best friend and family, plus lots of cake and my mom made an incredibly good Italian dinner, yummm! My moms birthday is actually this coming week and we're going into Boston to this incredible restaurant and I'm so excited for it.. well.. more excited for the food.. it's Italian, and me + Italian food = loveee.

Have you all started school yet? How's it going?

Where on earth did the summer go? I'm seriously confused and upset; school starts in less than 3 weeks, and I've been so busy with Field Hockey and working out that I haven't even been able to enjoy my summer. I'm so bummed, and all I want to do is go to the beach and go on a shopping spree, but it's always cloudy and money isn't growing off of trees, sadly. I had my senior pictures taken the other day, and they came out awesome! I'm so excited to show all of my friends. Oh, and I've decided to take on the task of throwing my parents a surprise party for their 25th wedding anniversary! I'm so nervous about it and if I can even pull it off, but hopefully things go off well. I'm still extremely excited about it though!

As far as the site, I've added three new textures, I hope you like them! More is to come, as well as possibly a new layout. I'm not sure though if I like the one I've made, it features two celebrities and I'm not sure if putting celebrities up is the way to go, what do you think? Orders are slow, so feel free to request some graphics if you'd like! And as you can see, I still have top affiliate spots open, as well as regular ones, so e-mail me or leave a comment if you're interested!

A huge shout out to Jessica at Desired-Rainbow for installing CuteNews for me, thank you so much Jessica!